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I haven't updated in a few days and I suppose it's because I really don't have much to talk about. Has my life become so dull? Not necessarily, it's just I keep talking about the same subjects over and over. Maybe I'm a little frustrated with some things. Okay. My job is a bit boring. I still don't really grasp what it is I'm doing. I have an idea, but really, I just don't know. I wish it was a little more exciting. It's still just a job and I'm not very invested in it.

My roommate, Frenchie, and I spend a lot of time together. She and I both have huge crushes on him and sit there giggling like 2 school girls. We have concocted interesting scenarios in our heads. We wonder things like is he as sweet and innocent as he looks, or if he's a ladies man. We wonder how much he truly comprehends. We wonder if he'll ever get it on with us. I don't necessarily expect anything to ever happen, but the idea of it endlessly amuses us. I mean, the things you think about when you have an Abercrombie looking guy sleeping on your couch. Damn. It's inevitable to have impure thoughts, but it's another thing to act upon them. If something happens, so be it. I'm not going to pursue anything with him, but if he happens to fall into bed with me or us (yes, I did say us!), well, I'm not gonna kick him out. We're like an international version of Three's Company. I'm Janet. My roommate is Chrissy (she's the ditsy blond, except she's not blond), and Frenchie is Jack. Hijinxs and misunderstanding ensue. I do think "Jack" is as entertained by us are we are him. Alas, there are other guys, too. I do want to re-learn French though. There is a school downtown that teaches a brush up course. I may enroll, but it's a bit pricey. Or maybe I'll stick to private lessons (wink, wink). Frenchie has invited us to visit him in France, and we will definitely go sometime this year. I've never been to Europe, and up until now, I never had a reason. Maybe we can finally bridge foreign relations.

So, yeah, there's nothing else really going on right now. I did watch the Oscars last night and even though they are completely absurd, it does inspire me to immerse myself in good movies, books, and culture. It inspires me to never give up on my dream. Not that I'm expecting to win an Oscar, it's just some people come from nothing and make a life for themselves. This is what I hope for myself.

Later in the week, I'm sure I'll have more to say. Right now I feel like I'm waiting for certain things to happen, which they eventually will. Waiting, waiting, waiting. There are things I need to do but keep putting off. There are people I need to hang out with but don't know if when. I also have been drinking a lot more lately. Like everday. Not to the point where I'm getting wasted, but I do think I need to lay off the sauce a little. There's potential for a lot to happen, but the dam is holding for now. In a couple of days, I'm sure it'll break and all hell will break loose again.

Tonight my roommates and I watched The Departed. I can see why it won all those awards, but it's no Goodfellas. I mean, *spoiler alert* everyone dies except for Mark Wahlberg. I don't like him. He sucks. I don't understand how he got nominated. He's hardly in the film. To me, he'll always be Marky Mark of "Good Vibrations" fame. After viewing The Departed, we watched Splash. I can't think of two more contrasting films.