The Big Party

Last night was the My Open Bar party and I think it was a success. A lot of my friends showed up, which was great. Of course a lot of them left after the free vodka stopped, but at least they came. When you only have an hour to drink for free, it becomes sort of like a marathon to down as many drinks as possible. Then again, it's usually cheap liquor, so it doesn't affect you as much. I think. There were moments at the party when I was inundated with people I knew. I wish I would've had the chance to talk to them more, but for a while, everything was a little crazy with people swarming the bar. It was a good time, nonetheless and I hope we make some money off it.

So, after the party, I went to a friend's place. Like I've mentioned so many times before, I certainly have a knack for unnecessarily complicating my life. Last night I had one of those Sliding Door moments, or a Choose Your Own Adventure things going on. Yunno, which path do you choose? A friend called me last night and I missed the call. I keep thinking what would've happened if I answered the call? Things like like. So, I had to make a decision. Two doors. I chose door number one. It was kinda like that episode of Friends where Ross is at that beach house and has to decide whether to spend the night in that bald chicks room or Rachael's. He inevitably chooses Rachael. Of course I keep wondering what if I chose the other door what would've happened and by choosing door one, have I made the right choice? I believe everything happens the way it should. Fate takes you so far then it's up to you to make it happen. So that's what last night was about and I'm more confused than ever. My life is turning into an episode of Grey's Anatomy. I wish my life was more like the show Big Love sans the creepy Harry Dean Stanton character. Polygamy is the answer. Why is it men can have 3 wives but a woman can't have 3 husbands? I wish I could date four people at once and not upset anyone in the process. Ideally. I'll stop with the tv metaphors now. It's just easier to use them. I'm also being a bit hyperbolic. What it comes down to is either you make a decision or one is made for you. I will leave it up to the Earth to decide my fate. And tonight will probably be another interesting night. I think it may all come to a head later. I just hope it works it way out somehow, for the best, and that I adhere to all the signs presented before me. Gotta love subtext, though.

And just for kicks, here an awesome new Interpol song.